Grief.

I never know how to deal with grief. I don’t know how to react once I hear a bad news about someones passing away…

The bad news doesn’t hit me until a week or so later. I’m not sure exactly why, but I know that I’m not the type of person who grieve instantly. It takes a while for those things to hit me. And when it does, I am the most vulnerable person on earth. All I want to do is be alone, confined in my own space and not be bothered by anyone.