August 2011
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You will.
You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you will wake up, and he’s not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line, you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes years, but eventually you will reach a point when you only think...
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I think that everyone’s allowed to have their opinion. I mean, it’s a free country right? Anybody is allowed to speak up whenever and where they want. It’s just sometimes opinions can be mean and at times hurtful. And there are also those opinions that should be kept to yourselves. Like how bad the purple shirt look on your friend or how a certain piercing doesn’t suit her. Everyone’s...
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I hate that I have to remind myself that I can’t tell certain people things because shit has happened between us in the past that made me stop trusting them.
I find myself observing certain people when they are in my fixed view. I wonder how they felt when they woke up that morning and what they had for breakfast. I wonder who broke their heart, or whos heart they’ve broken. I wonder about their...
Message Sent
carmela:
“Message Sent”. Now, you wait patiently. You stop and think and then think yet again. Typed up, is a message that holds the entirety of how you feel. And your emotion, your damn feeling is summed up into a 3-part text message that is currently in the process of being delivered to that one person you’re dying, wanting to let your feelings be known to. And you stop breathing for a...
I’ve gotten up to the stage where every song that I listen to makes me mad.
It has come to the point where even my “happy” songs make me cry.
Fuck you all.
Sometimes people can be so cruel.
So forget those who do you wrong, and cherish those who do you right.
Insecurities
stevenrosas:
Dear every girl who thinks they are not good enough,
I’m sorry that guys have forever changed the perspective of your mind, conformed it to be just like rest of society. I’m sorry that we made you feel like no matter how hard you tried to change yourself to look perfect, it never seemed quite good enough. I’m sorry that we made you feel like beauty is everything, that looks are all...
It seems that I’ve neglected you more than once. It seems to me that I always turn a blind eye when I know that there is something wrong. I’m sorry.
I don’t mean to leave you alone. I don’t mean to let you cry, let you feel angry by yourself. I don’t mean to let you go to sleep at night feeling disconsolated. I don’t mean too… I swear. I’m sorry.
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trinitycomplex asked: I prayed for you during your trials. I hope you did well! :)
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The Ex-Girlfriend’s New Guy
Nothing humbles a man more than the news his ex-girlfriend is dating some new guy.
If we receive word from a mutual friend or associate of ours, usually we get a good idea of details and whether or not he measures up to us at least on paper. But sometimes we hear the news from the girl herself, whether she takes it upon herself to tell us she’s found someone new or we inquire about their latest...
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It’s just a bumpy road. We’ll be okay.
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I’m tired of always being the chaser, I’m tired of drowning myself in my own depression when you seem perfectly fine. If you want to keep me in your life, the least you could do is let me know I’m not just wasting my time. Set your ego aside and show me you need me as much as I need you. Words don’t mean a thing when they’re overused. I’m not asking for much, I just want you to show...
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Do you ever have that ill feeling when you’re holding your significant other’s hand & it just doesn’t feel right? Hands are meant to puzzle-like pieces that fit right into each other. But when there’s an argument or a problem, suddenly the grasp isn’t as tight or their hand becomes more emotionless than usual. It sucks ass because it feels like you’re holding onto...
12251441514:
We like chasing after people with the most difficult problems because it makes us feel like we’re obligated to rescue them from their misery. We’re told to enjoy the simple things in life, except for love. We like being challenged to the point where we can call ourselves Romeo and Juliet. We like believing that the whole world is against us because it’ll push us to try even harder....
“People always fall in love with the most perfect aspects of each other’s...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert, Committed: A Skeptic Makes Peace with Marriage (via intensifyit)
It's Only After You're Gone..
They realize they care.
They realize they took you for granted.
They realize they should have done more.
They realize they should have noticed sooner.
They realize they should have tried harder.
They realize how much it’ll hurt to see you with someone else.
Another Guy.
Before you wanna be an asshole to your girl, think about this.
While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.
While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening to those problems.
While you’re too busy for her, another guy is making time for her.
While you’re making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again.
While you’re not sure if you still want her,...
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I find myself hating people a lot these days. Not because they’re being mean to me, but because I’m too overwhelmed, too annoyed, stressed and feeling too pressured that I can’t even stand a word that comes out of a person’s mouth.
I want to be alone. So please, just stop asking if I’m okay. I am okay. But I’m being okay by myself.
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jonathanpham:
There are words and phrases we thought we would never say again to any other living soul. Perhaps there is a barricade we must break through before adorning someone new with words we gave to someone we used to know. It’s a transition in itself, really. And I can call every woman pretty, but calling her beautiful raises her onto her own special platform. Words of grand...
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I’m sitting here trying to edit my PIP and all that shit but at the same time I feel like I’ve done enough editing. I’m so damn tired. School is in approximately 5 hours. I’m dreading school.
After having trials, it feels like I’ve already finished my HSC and I just wanna relax and have fun. However, I still have a shitload of assessments and tests in the up coming...
How to be young - Ryan O'Connell
Think you’re old and never realize how young you actually are. Fixate on the fact that you love The Container Store and Bed, Bath & Beyond and drinking tea and eating organic. This means something to you. It means you’re figuring out how to be an adult and you won’t be left behind. Show your receipt from Crate and Barrel to a 30-year-old and say, “See? I’m getting there. Let me through!”
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If you get me jealous I can not be held...
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Many individuals that I’ve thoroughly enjoyed the presence of have dispersed and underwent incognito without leaving a single trace behind, so there are consistent moments where I can only simply ruminate about their whereabouts, what they have been up to, and generally, how they have been. To those that have inconspicuously indulged themselves within their environment without having...
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“I love that moment. When you’re on a long car ride, or listening to music, or...”
– (via imagineitallove)
No, I'm not going to lose feelings. No, I'm not...
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Hi there, school people.
So you found my Tumblr.
Good on ya! I bet it’s not your first time too… but if it is, sup.
If you’ve been stalking my blog for quite some time now, I thank you for being so interested in me.
Are you judging me? I bet you are. Good or bad, I’m not even going to care.
I bet some of yous have went through my archive and read something that got you angry, or got you...
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Finished my last exam today!! Some stress is off my shoulders, but I still feel a little bit of pressure seeing as I still have my PIP and Drama to do. August 27th would be my happy day! So yeah. Looking forward to that.
Hope everyone is well. :)
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raiseddbyw0lvess-deactivated201 asked: I followed you a while back, sometime around November of 2009.
I was just searching back in my archive, and remembered you we're my favorite blog.
I guess it's just nostalgia, but following you means something to me.
Wow, I really hope this doesn't freak you out or anything.
I was just searching back in my archive, and remembered you we're my favorite blog.
I guess it's just nostalgia, but following you means something to me.
Wow, I really hope this doesn't freak you out or anything.
