April 2011
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Reverie; noun. /ˈrevərē/
A state of being pleasantly lost in one’s thoughts; a daydream.
Finally got my HSC exam timetable, and the feeling has honestly hit me hard when I saw the dates and time of all my written exams. I’m scared to my bones, and I don’t know whether or not I will be able to stay calm. To be perfectly honest, I am scared of what my results will be and how the result will affect my future. Although...
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People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something...
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Please don’t stop being the one that I go to when my world’s crashing down. I don’t want you to leave when I am in the worse possible state. I just want you to be there when things are tough, and remind me that tomorrow is another beautiful day. Don’t forget that you promised to be there for me at anytime of the day or night and you would run to me the minute tears start pouring down. Please don’t...
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He doesn’t always make me happy. Sometimes he makes me so angry that I just want to pull his hair and punch his face. When he makes me angry, I just want to scream at him, and tell him to fix it. When he apologises for the things he did wrong, I sometimes get so annoyed because he seems to always be apologising, and sometimes it feels like it was just for the sake of it. And then, when he doesn’t...
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Dear Future Husband,
I can’t wait to wake up at 5 in the morning to make you breakfast. I’ll have everything prepared by the time you wake up because you only deserve the best. I will make you pancakes, squeeze orange juice and even pour maple syrup and set the table out for you with a napkin and a pair of knife and fork. I will then wake you up and tell you that breakfast is ready and that it’s...
Tell me do I think too much?
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It bothers when people apologise to me when it wasn’t even their fault it the first place. But what bothers me even more is the fact that they say sorry to me when they don’t even know what they did wrong. They apologise for putting me through pain, but they have no idea how much it hurts. I understand that if it was your first time, and you apologised then its okay. But after a while when...
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One of the many things that I dislike the most is when someone ignores me. I dislike having to be left alone, in the corner sulking because most people have that mentality of “let them be”, and that sometimes really annoys me. As much as I hate fighting with someone, I hate the fact that there is nothing being said between us even more. I hate silence. I hate how they don’t try...
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Cloud Nine.
I have started to finally understand why my heart has been feeling all woozy today.
Laying there staring into nothingness, I started to paint an image of your face against the beige cement ceiling above my bed. I traced every flaw and every crease of your face with my eyes from memory. When I reached your eyes, I remember taking my time, trying to vividly recall what colour they were, but...
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Beautiful Day
imsayingblah:
Never has it hit me as hard as it did today.
Have you ever stood outside and just look up? Today was not a sunny day nor was it a rainy day, it was …beautifully dull. I’ve always thought beautiful day meant bright and loud and ‘IN YOUR FACE’, but not today.
Once I was outside in my backyard and looked up, I realised what a nice day it was. The cloud-filled sky, the soft chirps...
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Your driving makes my heart feel funny.
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Sunset Boulevard.
There are just some people who can sing so magnificently that every note and tune captures my heart’s attention. When I listen to those voices, I feel blissful. I feel like I’m on cloud nine.
I have a friend who does this and whenever I hear her sing, which is quite rare, but when she does it makes me smile. My heart would feel all funny and I would get goose bumps every time she...
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“I’ve always been the long-term relationship, go-home-and-meet-mom kinda girl.”
“Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem...”
– Ray Bradbury
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I’ve been thinking lately about things past and how they should have or could have been different. I seem to be at such a loss for words lately too and jumbling them up. Probably a manifestation of the state of my mind.
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Won’t even start.
Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but they just know that things will get worse if they stay.
Has anyone ever lost a friendship? And I mean actually really loose one. Like you completely disconnect the plug. If so, then I guess some of you might know how I’m feeling right now. As much as I try to to deny the truth, I know in some aspects I...
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The thing I love most about my family is the fact that we can laugh at the most stupidest things. And I cannot be any happier when I hear my mother laugh til’ she runs out of breath. It’s amazing how the three of us - my mother, my brother and I can joke about the silliest thing and still laugh for hours on ends about it.
I really love this family.
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I still get butterflies every time.
City lights have stolen the night's sky.
poeticinfamy: As I write, I try to compare love to many different things - fire, water, oceans, skies, clouds, sound, rain, seasons, trees, flowers, basically everything tangible enough to believe in, but I know love is none of these things and maybe I’ll spend years trying to find the right comparison to such an emotion, not because I feel the need to impress the masses; but because one day, I...
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It’s the exact same feeling when I wanted to watch Transformers 2 with him, but he ended up going with his bestfriend. And then he said he’d watch it the second time with me, and we did, but it wasn’t any good. The movie was great, because I love Transformers but it was the feeling of knowing that I was second was what really upset me. I wanted to go through the thrill of not knowing what’s going...
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I don’t understand why you can’t toughen up and find answers for your own sake. Things broke for me, things broke for you. The other found another and left me, the other found another and left you. I was badly hurt, you are badly hurt. I hoped for the worst for the other, you are hoping for the worst for the other. I finally had the guts to just stop the other and just talk about every hardship...
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You think I have shitty taste in music? The music...
I think I may have lost that one person. That you want to hate but you can’t because despite all the pain you love them so much. Hate is not an option. I still love you I fear I always will. I know it is mostly my fault for resisting you and putting up a barrier. Something I created out of knowing that you could break my heart in a moment. I think I may have lost you. And I just want you to know I...
alyssasayshello: the most important thing i’ve learned, from all of this, from everything(—life, or something quite like it), is that human beings are not one whole being, we are fragmentary. it is painstakingly clear to me now that we spend the majority of our lives just trying to hold it together—still bursting at the seams and still somehow finding new and inventive ways to fall apart...
It's times like these where I feel like music is...
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When you feel like it’s the end of the world, you talk about the most emo-est, saddest shit ever. And then when something happens and makes you smile just for ONE fucking day, you start to talk about how happy life is, and the daisies and roses that has bloomed in your life and how you don’t want to take it for granted. Then the cycle repeats. I just don’t fucking get it.
Make...
I'm a hater tonight.
Once upon a time, a girl met a guy. She started talking to him through the internet & sometimes he would come over to go biking with her brother. Him & her brother go to school together. They met in the summer. He was a 14 year old 9th grader, she was a 12 year old 7th grader. When they exchanged phone numbers, they would text each other every single day. No matter what. They would...
"When The Fairy Tale Ends, Real Life Begins"
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The best part of waking up next to you is seeing that flawless face of yours and feeling like the luckiest girl in the world.
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“It takes a strong heart to cry, but a stronger heart to say why.”
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