March 2011
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My favorite part of a relationship is the part where we’re just getting to know each other. The part where I wake up in the morning, and my first instinct is to text or call you to say ‘good morning’. The part where I’m just sitting in class, and suddenly the thought of you strikes my mind out of nowhere, causing me to smile. The part where we talk for hours long on the phone, asking each other...
“I’ve been thinking about you and how we used to be before back when it didn’t...”
– (via eletheowl)
Wouldn't trade it for the world.
Relationships come with a lot of tribulations. We fight, we yell, we get jealous, we cry, we feel pain, we hurt, we scream, we get frustrated, we get angry, we get upset, we break up and our emotions take us over. So why do we do it? Why would we want to feel not just sad, but truly hurt, sad to the point where your whole body hurts just because of one person, sad to the point where you feel...
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You and I are on the opposite ends of each other.
You’re arrogant, bossy, loud and at times, damn annoying.
We will never get along because someone like me do not like opening up to somebody like you. Simply because I cannot trust you.
You see, I’ve honestly tried to make you apart of my life, give you the benefit of the doubt. I tried including you in my good books, I’ve tried to get used to that nasty personality of yours....
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I can still clearly remember the late night phone conversations and all the words I was so comfortable saying that I never would have been able to say to anyone else. I can still remember all those songs that made me smile and take me back to those times. I can still remember that one promise, the one we both knew would never be broken. I can still remember all those little moments when he took...
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If you change the way you look at things, the...
You were always the one that I highly respected. You were always the one that made feel like as if the words “trust” and “friend” lived up to its meaning.
But now, I don’t even know you. I don’t even want to know you. I don’t even know what happened. I don’t know how you’ve become the person you are and what made you that way.
I’m...
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A blast from the past.
vickstahs-: he doesn’t reply to texts on time; he doesn’t reply at all, sometimes. he falls asleep on me more times than i could ever possibly count; sleepily apologises hours later, sometimes even when i’m not around to hear it. he doesn’t make time for me in his busy college life, and sometimes we go for days without a single exchange of words.
he doesn’t baby me: he never sweet talks me, or...
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How are you?
It’s been a while since I’ve spoken or seen you. I know that you have UNI and I have school and all, and when one of us is free, the other is busy and I’m sorry. I miss you. I really do. I miss hanging out with you, and going to the park and chill, and eat with you and everything. I know we’ve drifted apart, and I hate that. I miss talking to you at night, and just laughing...
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Friends.
mikeyavilawpt:
I’m really bad at keeping up with friends, especially when I’m coming back from a busy busy life. I never know whats going anymore and don’t know who to talk to because every time I try to keep in contact with them, they tend to give this urge of awkwardness. Whenever I feel that type of atmosphere, it just forcefully pushes me away from them as if I wasn’t meant to be their...
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I don’t have the energy to get up in the morning because I’m always so tired. Mentally, physically and emotionally. I’m on the verge of giving up because I feel like every time I try, failure is always waiting for me. I know people say to never let anything bring you down, but at the same time I think that those people are just far too over themselves.
I don’t like...
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Colorgenics.
Name: Davee Date: 29/03/11 Colorgenics Number: 37541206
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your ‘missed opportunities’ by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as ‘living with exaggerated...
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Happy 182.5 sillyface.
kbye.
iluvumwamwasmoochsmooch.xxx
You might not know it yet, and I don’t think you realize but merry christmas. :)
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My Regret.
mikeyavila: I regret telling someone how I truly felt about them. How much I liked them and never having the chance to tell them before its too late. But I constantly feared of being hurt, being rejected on the spot where I could feel the pain against my heart. So instead I wait it out, let those feelings fade away because I never want to feel that same pain that I’ve dealt with in my...
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I said look at the blindside, but you refused to. I said prepare for the worst, but you said there was no need to. ‘Perfect’ was the image you painted. Not one speck of error nor a twisted corner on the canvas. You were caught by that bug. It pinched you hard and marked it as ‘love’. Now you turned to that blindside, you prepared for the worst. To you, the word ‘Perfection’ is made up of silly...
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You sit there in silence starring right at me, looking beyond my shoulder at the screen and then start to give me a talk about my future, my life ahead and telling me to do my best in everything else. You sit there talking to me, lecturing me, telling me to study hard, and make you proud but here I am, blocking out all the words that is coming out of your mouth because today, I just don’t...
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I’m one of those people who act differently around different people. That’s just how I am. Each relationship I share with friends will vary. There are friends I can joke around with, and some that I need to always be serious around. There are friends who are complete nerds, and friends that are total jocks. There are friends I can tell almost everything to, and others I can’t open up a single bit...
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You’re sorry? Sorry for what? For hurting me? For lying to me? Well I’m sorry too, sorry that you just lost the one person that could only love you the way you deserve to be loved.
How sad.
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Just what is it?
allen-vc:
You piss me off to the highest extent with the smallest of reasons and that’s all because it just accumulates. Again and again, it stings my core like the constant scratching at an already open wound. And instead of bacteria, instead of irritation, all that finds its way inside me is rage and out leaks my sanity to mend the damages. How do I discuss anything that’s bothering me, or for...
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Wait until it is night before saying that it has...
We can be left in disappointments. And it’s not because they’re not willing. It’s just that some days it doesn’t come as clear as it does than other days.
You know that he cares. Don’t try to look at the other side of it, because there’s no reason to. What you can do is be patient.
Remember that you are lucky, think about it. Think about other people out there, I’m...
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I think that’s what I find most strange about this world, nobody ever says how they feel. They hurt, but they don’t cry out. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or jump around and they’re angry but they hardly ever scream. Because they feel ashamed. Nothing’s worse than that. So we all walk around with our heads looking down and never look up and see how beautiful the sky is.
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This is today.
You know how sometimes when you see the person you care so much about - the same person who was the one that gave you motivation, made your day and helps you sleep at night - with someone else? And your heart starts to have this silent rage inside of your chest. It feels like it’s about to explode and then you start to feel your body heat up from anger. And you don’t know what to do...
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A thought of Realisation
thoughts-unknown:
I’ve come to realise that in a successful relationship, you need at least one out of the two people who will show effort and commitment in trying to do things and making the relationship fun. Whether that one person tries to think of new ways to have fun together, go to new places to experience more fun, or even show affection of love in different ways. One person doesn’t...
“I want someone to make my day. Even for 5 seconds. It’s been a while since...”
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My head is currently a horrible place to be.
There are times when I need cheering up, when I need my friends to comfort me and my family to protect me.
Sometimes I want people to put in an effort to make me smile, to bring back the sunshine that has been sucked out of my ass and shove it right back into my throat.
And then, there are times when I don’t need all of that.
Sometimes I want to confine into my own personal space, my circle, my...
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I ain't gonna lie.
I can’t wait to finish school, get out of this place and live my life. I can’t wait to meet people that I have a common interest with, and talk about all the things we like. I can’t wait to move on, make new friends, forget about the horrible things I’ve done and said, and do the things I actually love and enjoy doing.
There have been so many times when I feel like there...
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to a very beautiful girl.
You may complain whether why I didn’t do this or why I do that. I may not be able to give you my undivided attention every single day of my life, i may not be able to text you every single morning with a good morning text. I may not be able to give you a kiss every day, I may not be able to give you a hug every day either. But I can be there when you’re hungry and you have nothing to...
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I forgot to say out loud. How beautiful you really...
I think that sometimes people forget why they are in love. Sometimes people tend to look past that feeling and see something else. And sometimes people don’t ever take notice of how significant it is.
Love. Just four letters yet behind close doors, it holds so much more. It holds the feeling of rush, the feeling of hurt, the feeling of jealousy, and even the feeling of solitude.
Love is...
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Dear Silly,
I’ve gotta say something, cause I don’t think I’ve made it clear. I’m in love with you. Powerfully, painfully, in love. The things you do, the way you think, the way you move. I get excited every time I’m about to see you. You make me feel like I’ve never felt before in my life. I just thought you might want to know.
From Me.
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It’s not easy for you to let go of unresolved feelings, yet things finally seem ready to shift today. Others might not recognize the change in you, but that’s because they cannot see your inner process. Nevertheless, you aren’t as vested in keeping up appearances any longer, which can alter the dynamics between you and your closest friends or family in a very subtle yet long-lasting manner.
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pseudoperfection:
ethereal-sprite:
Last kisses burnt our edges, and I swear we used to be more, we used to be the fire not the smoke, but now you couldn’t catch us, and searching for us would only sting your eyes, we used to be alive, red and cackling in the dark, used to - but not anymore, now were drifting off in the sunset and vanishing in the blue.
The blood that drips on my bedroom...
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Sometimes its just impossible to express how much you love someone. People think theres always words, even actions that can show it. But theres always times where one truly loves another but just can’t show it at the moment. Just because they have a hard time expressing how they feel toward you, doesn’t mean they don’t like or love you. Sometimes that’s just how love is. There’s just no set...
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dannyhiga:
In every relationship, whether it’s a friendship or something more, there’s always going to be one person who puts more effort into making it work than the other. It happens. Most of the time I try my best to be that one that does more than enough so I don’t leave them with the short end of the stick. It just sucks when it gets to the point where you start to think you’re doing too...
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Don't worry.
It may be seen as simple of me or even stupid but the one thing that absolutely matters to me in my life is loving people and making sure that they are aware of their worth (to me, to everything) and having them laugh and smile. With or without, I smile the same with the company of my friends and family or whoever else because the sturdiness of an empty glass holds more as a compass than...
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There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone...
February 2011
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I miss missing you.
I don’t know how long it’s been since the last time you thought about me, but I just want to tell you that I thought about you last night and it didn’t feel right.
I don’t miss you. I miss the thought of having you around. I miss those nights where I used to lay in bed and just miss you. I miss those days when I walk pass you and feel that warm connection we used to...
