December 2011
“I think a lot of overweight girls are hypocrites. I’m naturally tall and skinny,...”
There’s only one person who I truly feel comfortable around. I feel like no one else really understands me, but then again, it’s not their fault. I just refuse to open up.
New Year is in two days and I’m not quite sure what I will be doing. If my boyfriend was here, it’d make it easier for me to decide because most likely I’d spend some time with him and then with my...
“His weed? I roll that. His heart? I hold that. His back? I got that. His wife? I...”
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Grief.
I never know how to deal with grief. I don’t know how to react once I hear a bad news about someones passing away…
The bad news doesn’t hit me until a week or so later. I’m not sure exactly why, but I know that I’m not the type of person who grieve instantly. It takes a while for those things to hit me. And when it does, I am the most vulnerable person on earth. All...
More females need to be infatuated by a man with...
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“I miss you when you’re not around,’ he said. ‘I...
It’s been hard not having you around. I just don’t have anyone to spend the special holidays with. I find myself sitting there staring at the computer the screen for hours, trying to pass time. I tell myself that it is just an hour closer til’ you come home. It’s hard because I hate distance. I hate being away from someone that I am so attached to. I am used to you.
I miss...
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“I wanna be like freakin’ Mother Theresa, but in a diva kind of way, okay?”
– Dominque
“You know what hurts more than losing somebody? Seeing them around being happy...”
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25 December 2011
My plans keep on changing because I keep changing my mind.
I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas! I hope the start of it was as good as mine! I thought it was going to be a drab but turns out it wasn’t that bad after all. I got to see my boyfriend and spent the first 5 hours of it with him and then I got to watch a good old Christmas movie after that. I didn’t get to sleep...
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone.
I don’t fancy being...
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23 December 2011
I guess in a way, it is good that my boyfriend is on the other side of the world. I’ve been able to spend more than enough alone time by myself. I went to the park for stroll today. It was quite lovely because it was just the perfect breezy summer day I’ve always longed for. I watched little kids running around, screaming and laughing. I witnessed a mother feeding her child, a father...
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22 December 2011
Christmas is in 3 days and I have absolutely no idea what I am going to do. The plans I originally thought of didn’t turn out the way I wanted it to because my boyfriend is overseas, I started working and also I kinda don’t really know what is happening with events. Although Facebook does help me a little by notifying me about events and presenting me with so many to choose from, it...
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Goodbye and Hello!
2011 is ending soon and I must say… I’m not satisfied with 2011 and I hope 2012 makes up for it.
I’ve had such an emotional rollercoaster ride with my “friends” (not pointing any fingers). There have been many lonesome bitching sessions in my head at night about who I hate for the week followed by the plotting of an imaginary murder for that person. I’ve become accustom to the phrase “trust...
I’ve never said that I was better than anybody. I’ve never tried to make myself look better than anybody else either.
Simple Truths of Life
she-whispers:
Who you’re with at this very moment is the person you’re meant to be with. Maybe not for the rest of your lives or maybe you both weren’t supposed to make it past tomorrow, but right now, it’s with purpose. They could be absolutely wrong for you, in all ways but one; that single crumb of reason is what allows me to be patient because I’ve meddled with the dynamics of life and it...
It has been a while since I’ve spoken to people who I feel comfortable with. I don’t have the time of the day to sit down and even have a proper sms conversation with my bestfriend. I’m so busy ever since work started. I don’t get to spend as much time with my boyfriend or even ask him a simple “How was your day?” When I get home from work, I immediately shower and then head to bed then wake up...
Lately I just feel too tired to speak to people. Work has been wearing me out and I would literally clonk out when I reach home.
On a brighter note, got my first pay today. :)
Also, I’m gonna be lonered on Christmas, New Years and whatever other special days there are because boyfriend is going overseas on Wednesday, and bestfriend is going on the 19th. And also mum decided to go in two...
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“Are you in love? Is she special? If you made her your girl, would you give her...”
“He said I changed, I ain’t what I used to be. The thing that drew us...”
