August 2010
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Shes got a love like woe.
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Imagine me and you. I do.
Times has passed, memories were made, our hearts are healing, and even the awkwardness don’t seem too awkward anymore. We never had a proper goodbye and there were a lot of stuff that needed to be said, but we pretend that everything’s O.K. And just like that, we stopped taking notice of each others lives.
Of course we’ll meet new people and fall in love again. Of course we’re gonna hate...
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“No matter how sad he felt, there was always this little bit of hope – like a...”
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The love kids have for their parents and siblings.
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.”
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?”
The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have...
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Bare all.
There’s no hidden messages. No secret code. Nothing. It’s a bare all approach. Do it. Just simply take the time of the day to speak up.
It’s ok, I’m not mad. I’m quite content.
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Somewhere Out There
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight Someone’s thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone’s saying a prayer That we’ll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby It helps...
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My two girls and I - Linda and Ying, sat on the roof outside Ying’s room one night. We watched the stars twinkle, the clouds move and the three-quarter moon getting revealed slowly as the clouds drift away. It was a beautiful view. We took photos and videoed and such. It was fun. And memorable.
We talked about how life’d be like 10 years from now and how different people will be....
do4lov3 asked: No more FB?
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Breathe.
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Yesterday you were better off than you are today but it took today for you to realize it. But today has arrived and it’s too late. You see? people are never happy with what they have. They want what they had, or what others have. The grass is always greener on the other side.
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“Countless photographs are taken in the mind everyday as we move on to the future...”
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They say the people hardest to love are the people...
lilytrang: I have to say I agree with this. Only, because that person probably have built up their walls so high, they wouldn’t allow anyone to care for them. Because they’ll become afraid to get hurt again. Because these are the people who been through a lot of pain, rather it is by their parents, by their friends, by their lovers, by their siblings, or anyone. It is because, they have a past...
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do4lov3 asked: Out of all the people I follow on this jazz, you're most definetely my favorite. It's like, as much as I would like to write about my past issues with someone whom I can't let go, you pretty much write the words right out of my head.
Unspoken words.
I’m kinda of tired and I’m kinda of scared. I feel a bit disconsolated and also pathetic. It’s all of the above feeling that makes me feel alone.
There have been many times when I’m left stranded on my own island, not knowing what to do or say or whether my next move will keep me alive.
I’m feeling intertwined and tangled up. My feelings are blended in with my...
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“No one knows how much time we have to be with the people who are the most...”
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I'm sorry, I have to be over 20 to know love.
Oh please, fuck up. Age is just a number. The whole “I don’t want to say I Love You too early because I’m only a teenager in high school and I don’t even know what love is yet. Also because we’ve only been dating for 2 months” is a load of crap.
Age is just a fucking number. It doesn’t get to determine whether or not you’re in love or if...
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Write one leaf about numbers.
(via writeoneleaf)
There are a lot of things in this world that play a significant role in my life. Such as birthdays, friends, family as well as the not so significant things like my weight or my height.
All those things have one thing in common. Numbers. They are all based on numbers. Every year the label gets bigger and bigger. My age increases and each year, I am once again is labelled with...
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It's ok to be scared, because it means that you've...
You didn’t intentionally break my heart, I know. You’ve said your sorrys many times and I know you were just trying to protect me. But in the end, I cried anyway.
The truth is, you’re just scared. You’re just scared of hurting me and you’re scared to admit that you’re with her. The truth is, when you’re with me, you can’t even remember her name....
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Hi, meet Davee
I cry a river when there’s a sad couple parting in movies. And it makes me think about all the possibilities of me being in that situation with my soul mate. I sympathize a lot to people who are in trouble. I’m competitive in all areas such as education and sports. I always strive to be the top. My own competitor is myself. I care too much for others feelings when I should be caring...
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“For a brief second I feel strong.. Not strong enough to face myself, but strong...”
– James Frey, A Million Little Pieces
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You've turned me upside down.
You do not get to apologise to me about what you’ve done wrong. You do not get to tell me that you’re sorry for all the things you’ve said. And you are definitely not in the position to tell me who I can or cannot have feelings for. Before all that crying, before all that anger, before all that pain I started feeling, I was fine. You hear me? FINE!
I told you I didn’t need any sympathy. I told...
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“Love is a blind whore with mental disease and no sense of humor.”
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Sleepless Nights and Morning Tears
I have gained the years, but not the wisdom. But you, you were always a bird. Not so much with those ruffled feathers or pointed feet, but with the wings and that grace. You were clumsy, a penguin, that’s right. But still with the wings. And I saw you grow from laughter to “I love you” to love-making. I only ever got those small portions, not your whole. And I’m still missing those little pieces...
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In this dragonfly jar.
I’ve never felt so small and helpless and utterly lost. I don’t know what’s suppose to come next because I don’t even know what’s happening right now and the past is filled with so much falsehood it makes the room spin. I feel so alone because even if there was someone to listen, I would never have the courage to tell what’s inside of me. I’m crying ...
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intrikkit: In relationships, changes and problems can arise through lack of communication, betrayal of trust, emotional insecurity, unresolved problems in other areas of life, differing values, with other’s rights as an individual, with holding affection or support, and selfish behaviour. If a relationship is damaging to your self esteem, or is going in a direction you do not want to follow,...
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La douleur exquise.
I don’t know what to say. I’m not even sure if there is anything to say. The only thing I’m sure of is that I know what I want. I know how I want the outcome of it to be. The only thing that’s stopping me is my mixed feelings. It’s inconsolable and it feels like nothing in this world can fix me.
I feel empty. I feel unloved. I feel annoyed and angry.
I’m feel...
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Everything will be ok.
I guess that it’s okay to want someone you can’t have. I guess it’s okay to want something more. I guess it’s okay to stay angry at someone who hurt you. I guess it’s okay to cry yourself to sleep at night. I guess it’s okay to stay up and reminisce about the past. I guess it’s okay to dwell on what could’ve, should’ve and would’ve been....
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People and their actions.
Nobody ever saw the spark. Although it was there, nobody took notice of it.
I don’t think I’ve forgiven him yet. I don’t think I’ll have the courage to accept and adapt to this new environment. I don’t think this persona of mine is willing to compromise.
Surely he knew something was going to happen. Surely he understood the consequences. Yet he still didn’t...
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Nothing good really comes out of it.
All my life, I’ve always been the type to express my feelings through text. Whether it’s on paper or through an sms, I can write you an essay on how I feel towards anything and everything.
I have heaps of things locked inside this working mechanism of mine I call a brain. It functions very weirdly and sometimes I don’t even understand myself.
One of the many reasons why I put...
July 2010
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Something to wake up to.
I haven’t said this in a while.
And I never ever want to admit it.
But,
I miss you.
For quite some time now.
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