January 2010
The Cement Garden - Ian Mcewan
Girls can wear jeans and cut their hair short and wear shirts and boots because it’s okay to be a boy; for girls it’s like promotion. But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading, according to you, because secretly you believe that being a girl is degrading.
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Obviously, I am kinda self-doubting at the moment. I’m starting to really hate having the answers to questions I don’t get paid to answer. I need someone that can scratch my back and head, hold me, keep me positive, let me know I am doing good, encourage me and keep me going. I guess I’m getting better at losing control of all my emotions – both the good and the bad. I’ve got a jet black...
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“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can...”
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Yesterday was history
Its what happens when old flames are renewed. Nostalgia kicks in and you just wish for the good times back then.
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Exhausted
When all your hope drains out of you, it hurts so much. It feels like your heart is breaking.
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Kinda getting sick of the whole Taylor Momsen photo spam on my dashboard. And how people goes “What happened to Little J?” WELL, HOLLYWOOD HAPPENED. OK? STFU. SHE’S A CELEBRITY. SHE’S GROWING UP IN THE CELEB WORLD, OFCORSE SHE’S GONNA CHANGE. STOP WHINING AND SHIT ABOUT IT.
“Omg!! I want her legs!” - WELL, YOU AIN’T GETTING IT. WHO CARES? BE GLAD...
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I may have had 2 real relationships before, but...
veelosophy: I just have realized this too. I was thinking back about how my past relationships were before, and comparing them with the ideas of what a mature one is. It made me laugh.
My first one, our only communication was through AIM, or we would just see each other at school. We rarely fought, which you probably think is a good thing. We never really did hang out outside of school which was...
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I was looking through my old Bebo posts, and was just reading my blogs and I realized that I seriously need help with my depression. I’m such a fucking cry baby! I have so much mood swings, it’s not funny. But here’s a quote my bestfriend said to me directly:
I quote;
“He’s gone, it’s the old him that you love. You expect too much and he can’t give that...
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Dated back to the 28th of February 2009.
QVD,
… because i’m just a back-up plan when everybody else leaves. maybe i’m just a complete stranger to you when she’s around. and sometimes i get that tad bit of feeling where im so humiliated because i know that shes laughing hard inside, because you’re with her and im just standing there watching you two have a good time together. sure, i’m hurt. more hurt...
“Perhaps, if I said no, would you keep chasing me until I stopped running? Or...”
“Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but they just...”
And I believe that in love, two people never love...
I can somewhat relate. It’s pathetic, but truth hurts.
“Vincent, you’re dull is your problem. You’re conservative and...”
– Blood Runs Cold - Alex Barcley
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“If loving you is wrong then I don’t wanna be right.”
– The Mr.
“When a man talks dirty to a woman, it’s sexual harassment. When a woman...”
Never underestimate the power of your actions.
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class, walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was
carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, “Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.”
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders,...
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I need to start of by saying that I’m sorry. Sorry for how I acted when I was with you. Sorry for my bitchy ways. I was foolishly in love with you. I swear, I was. You meant the whole fucking world to me. And I just needed to tell you that you’re still that one guy who I’ll never forget.
I need to tell you that I’ve moved on. I’ve been so happy lately that I’m...
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“The Mr. wants a tattoo saying “Make love not warcraft.” SHIT SON,...”
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Already kinda getting bored of Tumblr.
I’m lazy to update this. I’m so not bothered to even type and blog about stuff. I have no motivation atm. Man, so tired and sleepy.
Went beach yesterday. The weather? Well, it was raining and very cold. Stupid Bruce, sucks at planning stuff. Haha. But overall, I had fun.
Linderr got stung by a Bluebottle and Justin lost his wallet, but found it again after 15 minutes. Lol
Bye. :D
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“I got a Davee for Christmas, what did you guys get?”
– Ngaw. 